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“Spring in Bryce Canyon, Utah [3024x4032] (OC)
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Spring in Bryce Canyon, Utah [3024x4032] (OC)
THE REST IS STILL UNWRITTEN
truth is a battle of perception;
slutty--confessions-blog
(Anon) Sometimes it is going to be painful, answer to post saying first time should not be.
The love of my life and I made love the first time in 1970 after “going steady” for 2 years. We already knew we would be married but she had not even allowed me to tough her very ample breasts until the week before I had to move 2500 miles away for Senior year. It has always been important to me to be “good” and take good care of her. I had started reading everything I could and talking to all the girls that I knew were sex active for advice. I was already worried about her because I was over 9" long and 6.5 in circumference. As it turned out I was right as she was TIGHT around one finger!
The first night I told her there was a way to make her feel good and get her ready. For the first time in my like I went down on her. Turns out I was pretty good at it although it kind of freaked her out as she had never heard of it. What REALLY freaked her out was when I took my pants off, I saw her eyes get very big. For the first time in my life I wished I had a small cock but could not change that. Over one hour of finger and mouth got her very wet. THERE WAS JUST NO WAY TO GET IN
We were both virgins. We arranged to borrow a friends apartment two nights with one day in between. That day I rode all over town on my trail asking my female friends what to do. One gave me her tub KY jelly (nothing else around then not to mention one size condoms I later broke regularly)
We did what had done the first night, practically filled her with KY I laid on my back and she balanced above my penis. I reached behind her and held her shoulders and pulled down! Her eye got very big…..So tight it was a little uncomfortable to me so I knew my girl had just made a huge sacrifice for me. Virginity had been important back then to some kids but very much to her. Anyway I just held her there for a couple minutes to let her get ready for the rest. Then I gave her some long slow strokes from underneath told her to hold me close and rolled into missionary as I thought it would not be as painful. All the sex was slow. Gentle as possible. After maybe 10 minutes I got off but stayed hard. The only selfish thing I did is I kept making love to her after I could have stopped. I asked her if she wanted me to stop. She said she wanted me to “squirt”!! When I told her I already had but I was loving what we were doing. She kissed me and said “Maybe 5 more minutes okay?” She was in pain but wanted me. A number of times leading up to this I had told her if we made love she should consider it a marriage proposal and she wanted a life with me so she was happy for that, happy we had gotten it done (for me mostly). God I loved her SO MUCH.
We were together 27 years and were torn apart when she went more than a little nuts because her father had repeatedly tried to molest her and it came back to haunt her a number of times over the years but the last time finished it. We still love each other but she is unable to live with ANY man because she treats them terribly blaming the nearest male for what that bastard had done to her. The Shrink called it Transferal.